Earlier today, something escaped my lips which revealed to me something about my inner state. It was one of those moments when I did something that was the complete opposite of my conscious intention, and when I regretted my words as soon as I realized I had said them.
I feel deep regret for the careless words. It was not in my conscious intention to injure, but something bubbled up from deeper inside me and the subconscious desire for vengeance got the better of me. I’m so, so sorry.
The slip-up, though regrettable, did help me to understand myself better. I have a better gauge now of where I am at. What I am as yet incapable of doing, and what I need to still learn to do. I have hit my current limit, and am finally able to acknowledge that it IS my limit. For now.
I need God’s grace. Amen.
Journey of the Heart 