36

I turned 36 yesterday, and here were some thoughts that I had on my birthday: How long do I wish to live? []

Overcast

Lest I take him for granted or become complacent about my progress in the spiritual life, God hides his face from me. []

JESUS: The Good Shepherd Who Looks for Us, by Simon Tugwell, O.P.

From Prayer: Another picture that our Lord loves to use is that of the shepherd who goes out to look for the sheep that is lost (Matthew 18:12).  So long as we imagine that it is we who have to look for God, then we must often lose heart.  But it is the other way about: he is looking for us.  And so we can afford to recognize that very often we are not looking for God; far from it, we are in full []

The question I must answer

Who are you, God, and who am I? For so long I have not had an accurate view of who I am. I see what I wish to see; I see what isn’t there but which I want to be there; I see through other’s eyes (or what I think they see). I see more than I am and less than I am. I could never be confident or sure of any opinion about myself unless someone else affirmed it. I was []