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During the Eucharistic Prayer He asked me, “What grace would you like to ask for? I will give it to you.” Just like He had asked Solomon. I must ask wisely. “Wait,” I told myself. “Don’t be hasty. This is important.” As I went up for Communion, it suddenly hit me. THIS was my birthday […]

J.R.R. Tolkien

“Out of the darkness of my life, so much frustrated, I put before you the one great thing to love on earth: the Blessed Sacrament… There you will find romance, glory, honour, fidelity, and the true way of all your loves on earth, and more than that: Death: by the divine paradox, that which ends […]

To the brim

    “Do whatever he tells you,” Mary said. And when Jesus asked them to fill the jars with water, they filled it to the brim.  Do I go the distance? When I say, “Your will be done,” do I really mean totally and completely? Totus tuus.  Yes, fill me, Lord. Your will be done. To […]

Tasteless

It has been like this for some time, I cannot remember how long now. This strange, unfamiliar yet growing sense that I am losing my taste for things. My senses, when it comes to most external things, seem to be getting duller. More and more I prefer silence and rest to stimulation and excitement. And […]

I Am

“Who am I?” I have attempted to answer this question with my intellect countless times before. I was always defeated.  I could only list attributes, none of which really got to the heart of the matter. No, this is not a question for the intellect. This is a question for the heart. “Who am I?” […]