Self-doubt

I’m not shy. But I am riddled with fear and self-doubt. Most of these are simmering below the level of my conscious awareness such that they escape my notice. But they affect the way I live… the choices I make and fail to make. They are the limiting factors that I have set on myself. […]

Birthday sentiments

It’s a lovely thing that the only 2 people that have ever been described as my ‘other-half’ celebrate their birthdays one day after the other. Yesterday, my husband turned 30. Today, my former ‘partner-in-crime’ in the SNGS prefectorial board turns 29! Happy Birthday you lovable, crazy, corny loons! I feel so blessed that you are […]

To my First Love

You set my heart ablaze with Your love. I stand before You with my head bowed in shame for having broken another promise, for having failed another test. I feel broken, weak, and helpless against the onslaught of things that are beyond my control. But most of all, I feel defeated by my human weakness. […]