To my Bridegroom You desire to enter me, to fill me with Your seed. You long to be one flesh with me but I, though desiring You, resist. You temper your passion to a gentle flame that I would not be alarmed at your ardour You lie beside me, your arm encircles me You hold […]
Category: Faith & Spiritual
I Am
“Who am I?” I have attempted to answer this question with my intellect countless times before. I was always defeated. I could only list attributes, none of which really got to the heart of the matter. No, this is not a question for the intellect. This is a question for the heart. “Who am I?” […]
Break my heart for what breaks yours
Why are you doing this to me Lord? After a lovely time with you, why are you letting me feel such loneliness? I miss Henry so much, Lord. Why did you have to have his trip extended? I am running away from the pain. I know. Seeking distraction in company, entertainment. I can’t even sleep […]
“Your endurance will win you your lives” Jn 21:19
You came through when I needed you, as you always do. I didn’t even know what it was I needed from You. All I knew was that I was dying – from emotional exhaustion, physical fatigue and a dozen other things I could not even name. It had been too long since I had a […]
Dying
The sensation is familiar, yet new. I feel the familiar pang of rejection, and yet, even as my heart constricts in pain, I find myself turning instinctively towards You. I am not running to You in an attempt to escape the pain in the way I used to. No, it is more of a turning […]
All Saints Day 2012
“Come follow me with a spring in your step and a song in your heart!” How blessed the saints who are now at rest from all their labours! As I pondered their blessedness during mass yesterday, I felt God say to me, “Your turn will come too, but not yet. You must first walk the […]
Anonymous prayer
“O Lord God, who has called us, Your servants, to ventures of which we cannot see the ending, by paths as yet untrodden and through perils unknown: Give us faith to go out with good courage, not knowing where we go, but only that Your hand is leading us and Your love supporting us. Amen”
So I don’t forget…
“What you ask of me is hard, Lord.” “When have I ever asked something easy of you?” Touché.
One Thing You Lack
I knew somehow that I was the rich young man in today’s Gospel. Jesus’ words cut straight to my heart. “There is still one thing you lack. Go, sell everything you own. Then come, follow me.” It may seem on the surface that I have already relinquished a lot of my worldly treasure in the […]
You Are Still God
Let me rediscover You And by your grace I’ll follow through Reveal to me the God I thought I knew Let me rediscover You And breathe in me your life anew Tell me of the God I never knew Jesus, let me rediscover You ( Lyrics from “Let Me Rediscover You” by Downhere) The more […]